Lt. Michael S. Anders' Journal|
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Lt. Michael S. Anders' InsaneJournal:
|Saturday, November 19th, 2011|
Okay, I just got an AIM from someone I do not recognize. Since I had the account set to not receive IMs from anyone not on my buddy list, I got a little pissy and shut the IM system off. It was a fucking A/S/L so I really doubt it was anyone I've played with in the past, but if I'm mistaken, whoever sent it might want to let me know here so they can be unblocked. Once you explain why you were A/S/Ling me, that is.
But in all honesty, if I actually gave my SN to someone who goes by "sexiibxgurl17," shoot me now.
|Thursday, June 19th, 2008|
For the most part, Mike Anders has reconciled himself to his disabilities, and his slow recovery. He's always been the stoic sort, after all, and by his reckoning, he's a thousand times luckier than a lot
of the men and women he served with in the Gulf. These days, as he starts mastering the ability to walk with a cane once more, he mostly feels optimistic. He can stay on, and ride, a horse. And he's even successfully reduced his pain meds by 10% in the last month, which has improved his clarity and his ability to study.( But sometimes he has dreams... )
|Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008|
Physical therapy is going well, I guess. I can actually walk from the house to the barn and back with just the cane, and make it the whole way. If I don't mind a long nap afterwards.
I'm worried about Ellie. She's taken a lot on, and yes, she has help, but I don't want her getting too overwhelmed. I get the feeling there's something she keeps almost talking to me about, but then deciding not to. I wish I could heal faster so I could carry my own weight again. This isn't at all fair to her.
Ryan suggested that I should pursue a correspondence degree in criminology, and I think he's right. It'd give my mind something to do, and it'd give me a direction to move in. The Navy's never going to let me fly again, even once my body finishes healing. I know it and they know it, but they're treating me with kid gloves about actually saying it. I guess some pilots lose it when they hear that, and they're waiting for me to be stronger, but I know exactly what I'm living for. I held onto my thoughts of her the whole time I was in the hospital.
I need to figure out something really nice to do for her, to show her how much everything she's been doing for me means. And I really need to get off my ass and socialize more. We've been here for a few months now and I've barely been off the farm except to my physical therapy sessions. I used to have lots of friends here.
|Friday, July 20th, 2007|
OOC: THANK YOU!!!!!
This is a big thank you to Ellie-mun for the absolutely wonderful gift of a Permanently Insane account for this pup! I promise to make the most of it! :D